mummy i miss you

as yu may or may not know, my mother is in africa. at first it was fun her not being here, i always misssed her but it was just a novelty i guess, but now i wamt my mummy back

dads annoying me..chris is annoying me...rob isnt but thats because hes not here much.

i had an amazing night on friday..i went over to chloes house for her birthday party and we all had so much fun. i saw daisy again and i cant beleive how much i missed her.

i missed becky that night too as she said she was going to come but she never turned up!
but hey, its all gravy.

any way i gotta go to bed as im well tired atm
sweet dreams and god bless

(Let me be your hero)Would you dance if I asked you to danceWould you run and never look back Would you cry if you saw me crying Would you save my soul tonightWould you tremble if I touched your lips Would you laugh oh please tell me this Now would you die for the one you love Hold me in your arms tonight I can be your hero baby I can kiss away the painI will stand by you forever You can take my breath away Would you swear that you'll always be mineWould you lie would you run and hideAm I in too deep have I lost my mind Well I don't care you're here tonight I can be your hero baby I can kiss away the painI will stand by you foreverYou can take my breath away Ohhh I just wanna hold you, I just wanna hold you, oh yeahAm I in too deep have I lost my mind Well I don't care you're here tonight I can be your hero baby I can kiss away the pain(Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah)I will stand by you foreverYou can take my breath away I can be your heroI can kiss away the painAnd I will stand by you foreverYou can take my breath awayYou can take my breath awayI can be your hero

YOU

I will never be unfaithful and never make you unhappy. From the first moment i saw you, i knew we were meant to be together. You are the light of my life and my whole world. I will love you all the days of my life and for all eternity. You make me laugh till I cry. You make me smile even when I'm sad. You told me anything was possible, and now that we are together I know that is true .When I'm with you all sadness and hollowness fades away. When they told me i had no place to belong, you showed them our life with each other. You are my past. You are my present. You are my future. You are my life.

Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to reach out
Felt like no-one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
And into the sun
I wont forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Want to feel the warm brezze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane
Far away and break away

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till i touch the sky
And i'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
And into the sun
I wont forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep movin’ on movin’ on
Fly away breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And i'll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy
To tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
And into the sun
I wont forget the place I come from
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Breakaway

Breakaway

This song is exactly how i feel atm, i was talking with my amazing friend, stiny-kins, who's birthday it is on Friday. We were talking on MSN and then she asked me. 'ave u ever felt like for the first time u dnt care wot everyone else does or think all u care about is wot and who u are?' So it was obvious from her saying that, that was how she was feeling. And she doesn't know how happy i was when she told me that. She's had a hard life and i don't know if she has ever felt like this before but if not, it's about time she did! ..I'm so proud of you huney! And i love yoiu so much and i TOTALLY can't waith til Saturday, it's gonna be amazing!!.. I want to feel like that! i want to be able to not care what others think of me as they don't matter, but as i keep being cut down to size when ever i get onto a 'high'. But any way, I;m going to stop feeling bad and get out there. Out into the world. The whole world is at my feet. I just have to take the first step. The biggest step of all.

It's Stina's birthday on Friday and then for her party she is having a dinner party. How grown up are we, I'm going to a dinner party! So ha, to all you people think I'm imature, this'll prove you wrong! Not that i care wht you think any more!

Anyways, Stina and i will most deff have at least one good post to come after Saturday.

Peace out, Nik Nik

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