how can they know ...?

"People tell me I'm too young to be in love I know what I'm feeling And this is real I dont know what it is But I cant stop thinking about you!"

How can people tell you your not in love when they can't feel what your feeling ? ! Why is it that if your not an 'adult' then you are obviously too young to know what you want or who you want. But if that is true when do you become an adult? At 18 when you can LEGALLY drink..yeah dasiy, becky and most of my school mates.. at 18 you can take you driving test, at 16 you can buy cigarettes. so it's mixed about when you become an adult.
so when are you able to feel love?

arrrrrrrrrr1 it annoys me when people say, ' your too young to know how/what your feeling!'

how do they know!

anyways, peace out niki xx

i used to love my little pony.

i remember yhe days when me, verity and steph used to bring them into school and play with them and luch and break times in the little corner of the play gound where the fence had a whole in it. which we used as their home.

i also used to play with sylvanians too. i still ahve them, their up for sale if any wants them. again me, verity and steph played with them at school but in a different plca, this time it was by the computer lab building thingy. but we played with samantha and sometime louise and emma. i miss those guys loads..i haven't seen most of them since year 3! but i haven't seen verity since year 8 as we went to scouts together. how embarasing -i can't believe i just told u guys that- but hey, we all have things we are embrassed about. i miss verity so much, flowrite may be having a christmas party so i will hopefully get to meet up with her there. although matty matt matt says she really boring now. but i'll never know untill we see each other again. if we see each other again. any hoo, any of you people got any childhood memories wanna share, feel free to tell me

i heart blinkies!

its my birthday!

its my birthday! ...its my birthday i can cry if i want to, cry if i want to.. ive been singing this all day!
i have to be happy.. monday, tuesday happy days, wednesday thursday happy days, friday, sunday happy days, saturday comes the weekends begun..well i think thtas how it goes..
i got the out of eden - hymns cd and it has the song..better is one day.. which i heard at soul survivor and then on sunday aswel. i totally rocks!
i got some other stuff too but i love this: >>>>>>
i called her FAITH. loads of people will say im sad for getting a teddy but i love it so *blowing raspberries*

at the mo im not liking: antei virginia and uncle ray, untie leanne and uncle craig uncle alex and his boyfriend chris! they've forgotten my birthday two years in a row!

poo them i say! i love all the people that remembered! u know who u r! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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c, i do love u loads!

peace out (a towns down) lv niki xxxxxxxxxxx

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this post is very bla bla-ish! (i just made a new word!) tomorrow is my birthday. but it feels like loads of people will forget it.. im not important enough you see.. but any hoo -loving that saying i stole from serena's blog- i have to be postive. so.. i read THE WORD FOR YOU TODAY and yesterday's was really good.

true joy!

"...the joy of the lord is your stength."

true joy only comes to those who have devoted themselves to something bigger then their own happiness and personal interests. nehemiah told the isralites, "don't feel bad. the joy if the lord is your strength." true joy always involves three things: a) a conscious decision to focus every day on God's goodness b) reaching out to other people every chance you get c) understanding that joy produces strength, which explains why your joy is s high on the devil's hit list. if you lose your joy you lose your strength, and that's not good!

there are basically three kinds of people:

1. the joy-guilty: who believe we are not supposed to be happy and have fun because life is to be handles seriously. these people feel guilty about feeling good
2. the joy-angry: who've been hurt by life and whose anger simmers jusr beneath the surface. if you let them, they'll turn your sunshine into rain 'coz your joy really bothers them
3. the joy-factory: producing joy everywhere they go. when you are around them, they breathe life into you.

humpf! now im bored!..kinky boots..

LOVE!

what is love?..
how can you be sure it is love?..
is it true that every person has a true love?..

here are some love quotes; "To love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, but to be loved by the one you love is everything." Unknown

"Love is friendship set on fire." Jeremy Taylor

"Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile." Franklin P. Jones

"Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the senses." Voltaire

"Immature love says: I love you because I need you. Mature love says: I need you because I love you" Erich Fromm

"To love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, but to be loved by the one you love is everything."Unknown

"Sometimes we make love with our eyes. Sometimes we make love with our hands. Sometimes we make love with our bodies. Always we make love with our hearts." Unknown

love wasn't put in ur heart to stay, but love isn't love untill you give it away. love isn't finding finding someone you can love with its finding someone you can't live without. love always fades if you keep it to yourself but if you give it away you'll get it returned many times over.

if you've never been in love before, how can you know when you're in love for the first time? i know people say you will just know, but how can you know if you haven't experienced it before? this is what always makes me think..

tAkE a CHiLl PiLL mAn ! !

After reading miss harwoods blog (sorry if it a bad pic but its the best one i have of you)i got inspired to wite a post. At the moment i have been really busy with coursework and it's been so hard to concentrate on it. Which is real bad beacuse it had to be finished in less then a week and it's to do with my final grade. But any hoo, i read her blog and it made me realise we not only may want some time to stop, but we need it! Otherwise we'll get so tierd any thing we say or do will be total doggy doo doo! So for my coursework it would not have been a good thing to be tierd even the slightest bit. so i decied to go for a half an hour break.. not long but definitely appreciated.. and so i sat down got a drink and put on a walk to remember and just sat, watched and chilled. Bliss. If your ever in the mood for a good cry you have to wach this film, it's so beautiful and the two main people in it are christians in real life! Cool ay?
For me the best way to chill out is to either shut my bedroom door and put in my Natasha Beddingfield cd on or to watch a walk to remember. But that may not be your cup of tea in the chilling sense - but what ever it is - i promise you, you NEED to do as much as is needed or for that fact more than it's needed. It will do wonders for you.. it did for me.
As you may have guessed from reading my previous post that i have been rather down at the minute, but that night i went and did the thing i promised hat i would do and i made me feel heaps better! But i realise now that if i had done the "chill out thing" i woudn't have needed to promised it in the fisrt place. Although i'm glad i didn't do it as i feel like mine and hats friendship was definitely strengthed by the whole experience. I hope it did but i don't know as i never asked her.
This post seems very hat orientated so far, doesn't it? hey i might as well dedicate it to her. So i will.
This post is dedicated to miss harriet rachel harwood.

• She was born on the 31st of may 1990.
• Her favourite colour is blue
• Her favourite blog is probably a choice betweem sams and humanity critic, but it hink sam wins cuz h.c is a bit boring atm
• Her favourite food is icecream (obviously) ~ kinda an inside joke
• Her favourite day is saturday
• Her favourite sound issam's singing... hes amazing!
• Her favourite month is ermm. December

She is an amazing woman of God, with a heart to match. She is a truely great friend and is WELL worth knowing! Even though some of you have heard about her and amber, it doesn't make her any less of a friend, it just means they're going through a rough patch at the moment.

Hat: i love you to bits don't ever change and keep smiling!

lv niki xxx