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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

i dont want to go that way even though i have to!

You know those sat. nav. thingys, i reacon if i had one i would argue with it just because i dno't like being told where to go. They even tell you to turn around as well, don't they?
Any way this is what my driving along with a satelite navigation system would be like:

Turm left here.

no i don't want to so I'm going to turn right instead!

Turn back and go left.

(Me raising my voice in anger) No I Don't want to, let me drive my way!

Turn back and go left. You have taken a wrong turn.

Fine I will if it makes you shut up. I go back and turn left

Go straight over the round-a- bout.

Mabey I will, mabeyI won't. You'll just ahve to wait and see.

I take a left at the round-a-bout to try and trick the sat nav.

Take the next exit and turn around please.

Don't you try and act all polite to me. I know what your game is. Yeah, you plan to make me late for where I'm going.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Why? How? What? When? Will?

Why is it that being a Chritian aparently makes you weird?
Why is it that non-christians make up stupid names for us like; bible-basher, happy-clappy's, and dumb crap like that?
How can people not believe in God when they have beautiful moments in life and see the wounders of the world?
How can peolpe harm themselves by smoking, drinking excessively and taking drugs?
What's the point of having aomething when you don't even use it at all?
What's the reason behind christian haters?
When will Harry grow up and realise that however much he tries to get me to regert becoming a christian will never happen?
When does the unexpected become the expected?
Will i ever fing the "man of my dreams"?
Will Daisy realise there's more to God then being bored in a stuffy old building singing boring 100+ year old songs?
Why can't the guys i fancy ever fancy me back?
Why is it that Katrina continues to lie about me to get Beki to like her more then me?
How long untill Jesus comes down onto this earth and judgment day arrives?
How can there be love at first sight if you don't know what the person is like?
What is the point of other religons?
What can i do to make my self more fanciable?
When will i find out what my talents are and if i even have any?
When do i get the chance to be amazing at a perticular thing?
Will i get married and live a happy life?
Will i recognise Cathrine, Steven, David and Richard when i go to heaven?

As you can see i'm in the "asking-questions" type of mood at the moment. I don't know why but i just am, its just how i'm feeling at the moment. If any one can answer any of these questions at i would GREATLY apreciate it. I would also love to be able to spell properly, but that's not likely to happen any time soon.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

a walk to remember



this is a reading from Jamie Sullivan, Mandy Moore, and Landen Carter's, Shane West, wedding. it's from the bible and the reason it gets read out is because jamie was given her mothers diary by her father after she died and this passage was in it because it was her favourite bible verse's.

Dean: If there is a greater power, why is it he can't get you a new sweater?

Jamie: Because, he's too busy looking for your brain.

Jamie: You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.

Landon: That's not a problem.

Landon: All I know is... you're beautiful.

Jamie: How can you see places like this... and have moments like this and not believe?

Landon: You're lucky to be so sure.

Jamie: It's like the wind. I can't... see it, but I feel it.

Landon: Are you scared?

Jamie: To death... [Landon looks upset]

Jamie: Lighten up. Landon: It's not funny. >he said that because she going to die soon

Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.

Landon: Oh baby, that will never happen... I'll be here.

Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle. > in her yr book her anbition was to witness a miracle

Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.

Jamie: Without suffering there would be no compassion.

Landon: Yeah, well tell that to those who suffer.

Landon: Listen, Jamie, I was hoping we could run lines together?

Jamie: Okay, but just not so anybody knows, right?

Landon: Well I just figured we could surprise everyone with how good I get.

Jamie: Like we could be secret friends.

Landon: Exactly, exactly it's like you're reading my mind.

Jamie: Great umm... maybe you could read mine. [she gives him a cold glare and turns away]

Landon: Jamie, Jamie I can't just be your friend.

Jamie: Landon, look, I thought I saw something in you, something good, but I was very wrong.

Jamie: You don't know the first thing about being someone's friend.

Landon: I don't want to just be your friend.

Jamie: You don't know what you want.

Landon: Neither do you. Maybe you're just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.

Jamie: And why would that scare me?

Landon: Because then you wouldn't be able to hide behind your books, or your frickin' telescope, or your faith. No, no, you know the real reason why you're scared? It's cause you wanna be with me too.

Landon: Hey. How are you feeling?

Jamie: I'm ok, how are you?

Landon: Pretty good.

Jamie: I have something for you.

Landon: You do?

Jamie: Uh hmm... Don't worry it's not a bible. It was my mother's. It's got quotes from all her favorite books, and quotes by famous people. Her thoughts. Come on.

Landon: Okay, let's check it out. Okay..."What is a friend? It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies." -Aristotle.

Jamie: Uh uh, right here.

Landon: Okay. "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." That's Dolly Parton.

Jamie: I always thought she was smart.

Landon: "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

Landon: Jamie... I love you. [long pause]

Landon: Now would be the time to say something.

Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me.

Landon: [voiceover] Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it.

Landon: Do you love me? [she nods]

Landon: Will you do something for me, then?

Jamie: [smiles] Anything.

Landon: Will you marry me? [Jamie smiles and kisses him]

Jamie: I'm sick.

Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be be...

Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.

Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.

Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.

Landon: So why didn't you tell me?

Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.

Landon: Including me?

Jamie: Especially you! [Jamie looks down]

Jamie: [Landon gets upset]

Jamie: Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God. [Jamie runs away]

Landon: What'd you tell your father?

Jamie: The truth. I just left you out of it.

Eric: It's all good cause were gonna get club Landon and Club Eric jumping up in here. Oh, what do we got here ? [Erics turns the CD player on]

Eric: Whoa, okay, okay, so your not really feeling my hip-hop, but what the hell is this?

Landon: Jamie lent it to me.

Eric: Now she's got you listening to her people music?

Landon: Okay... her people?

Eric: Yeah. Her… uh, bible-hugging, crucifix-wearing, honk-if-you-love-Jesus-people.

Landon: She's not like that.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Soul survivor pictures









thanks but i no it now!

i now know how to do the links on my blog so thanks serena and b, but it turns out i won't be needing your help after all. but i love you both for being willing to help in my "hour of need". thanks again!

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