In Loving Memory of the LEDGEND that is HARRY WATTS!!

Sorry I haven’t posted in a long time. It was never my intention to ignore my blog, I love it so much but things just get in the way.

As a few of you know, one of my close, close friends was killed in a car crash over a month ago. He was born on the 22nd January 1990 and dies 22nd May 2006. Even whilst writing this post it’s brining me to tears. I miss him so much. I just want to see his cheeky smile, hear his gorgeous laugh, and look into his deep, loving, caring, beautiful eyes one more time. He could walk into a saddened room and within literally seconds have them all laughing and smiling.
One bebo, Jess Smith has done a flash box in memory of Harry (Charles Henry Watts). Its pictures of him with the following song: (This is a beautiful song and if any one has it can you please either e-mail it to me or send it to me on msn. Thanks in advance, Niki.)


You can spend everyday of your life
Looking for something that’s so hard to find
We all make mistakes sometimes,
But they only make us stronger, and keep the love alive
When you’re lonely and you heart’s filled with doubt,
That’s when you need to know…

I’ll take all of you
My arms are open wide
I’ll hold you close until the day I die
And I promise you
I’ll be standing by your side
No matter what this life puts us through
I will take all of you

You should know you’re beautiful
No one can see deep within your soul
You don’t have to show me how
‘Cause loving you comes easy
I thank God for what I’ve found
So when you find the strength inside to let go
Baby that’s when you’ll know

I’ll take all of you
My arms are open wide
I’ll hold you close until the day I die
And I promise you
I’ll be standing by your side
No matter what this life puts us through
I will take all of you

Ill take the good times with the bad
I’ll give u everything I have
‘Cause we’ll stand together
I’ll take a wrong and make it right
Won’t let a single day go by
Without you beside me

I’ll take all of you
My arms are open wide
I’ll hold you close until the day I die
And I promise you
I’ll be standing by your side
No matter what this life puts us through
I will take all of you

The Harry Flash box is able to been seen at http://www.bebo.com/FlashBox.jsp?FlashBoxId=1172130144. Every time I see this, it brings me to tears. I just miss him so much, just wanna hear his laugh, see him smile, gaze into his deep, happy, beautiful eyes once more. I am at least put at rest in knowing that he is in Heaven with our Lord and Saviou watching me and looking after me.

xxxx

He's the guy.....

He's the Guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams

He's the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because

He's the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are

He's the guy who will hold you when you crying and wipe away your tears

He's the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup in sweats and a big t-shirt

He's the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to

He's the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well

He's the guy who kisses you on the forehead

He's the guy who doesn't kiss and tell

He's the guy who actually listens to you when you talk

He's the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night

He's the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more

He's the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room

He's the guy whos perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling

He's the guy who won't lie to you about where hes going or where he's been or who he's been with

He's the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name

He's the guy who picks you over his friends

He's the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you

He's the guy who isn't always trying to act like a hard ass around you

He's the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you for who you are..






He's the guy who isn't real.

These are the answers from reading hats post 'mustion'

Will i get far in life? We're all mad (natasha beddingfield) How do my friends see me? Loner in love(busted) Where will i get married? Rock your body(justin timberlake) What is my best friend's theme song? take your hand(usher) What is the story of my life? What a friend(Delirious?) What was high school like? any one of us(gareth gates) How can i get ahead in life? A love so amazing(paul oakly) What is the best thing about me? All i've failed to be(sonicflood) How is today going to be? i've got no self-control(gareth gates) What is in dstore for this weekend? fly away(black eyed peas) What song best decribe's my parents? evermore(hilsong) My Grandparents? whole world in his hands(yim hughes) How is my life going? nice guy(will smith) What song will they play at my funeral? face down(matt redman) What do my friends really think of me? come clean(hilary duff) Do people secretly lust after me? stepping out(phatfish) How can i make myself happy? beautiful one(yim hughes) What should i do with my life? forever texas(robbie) Will i ever have children? fake(busted) What is some good advice? heaven rejoices(lex brodie) What is my signiture dancing song? if youi cant dance/slide(will smith) What do i think my current theme song is? thong song(sisqo) What does every one else think my current theme song is? your love goes on forever(sonicflood) What type of men/women do i like? adding to the noise(switchfoot) Should there be more of these around? my hope(the move)

The Real Nicola Grant

This post needs no explanation.

I am a Christian
I sometimes cry my self to sleep
I sometimes sing myself to sleep
I believe in true love
I am the type of girl who when she falls in love she falls hard
I am the type of girl who takes ages to get over some one
I am the type of girl who has many crushes
I am the type of girl who cries whilst watching programs like ‘Average Joe: The Joes fight back’ and the eliminations come on and its really near the end of the series
I am the type of girl who hates her body but loves her style
I am the type of girl who needs to know she’s loves and cared for
I am the type of girl who longs for her prince
I am the type of girl who has high morals
I am the type a girl who some times swears at school
I am the type of girl who if she’s bored she is most likely to stuff her face
I am the type of girl who gets addicted to things easily
I am the type of girl who will meet someone spend a few days with them and when she doesn’t see them for ages misses them a tremendous amount
I am the type of girl who gets so involved in programs like ‘the OC’ and ‘8 Simple Rules’ that if something sad happens in it or a character cries she usually cries too
I am the type of girl who gets told all her friends are fake and they really hate her
I am the type of girl who sometimes needs to be alone but never wants to be lonely
I am the type of girl who wants to get thinner but does nothing about it
I am the type of girl who knows things she wants to do but doesn’t know what she wants to do
I am the type of girl who thinks about her wedding and what it will look like but secretly thinks she will die alone
I am the type of girl who reads a book then half way through starts another
I am the type of girl; who wants to change things but does nothing about it
I am the type of girl who finds it hard to trust people
I am the type of girl who changes her mind every 5 minutes

mummy i miss you

as yu may or may not know, my mother is in africa. at first it was fun her not being here, i always misssed her but it was just a novelty i guess, but now i wamt my mummy back

dads annoying me..chris is annoying me...rob isnt but thats because hes not here much.

i had an amazing night on friday..i went over to chloes house for her birthday party and we all had so much fun. i saw daisy again and i cant beleive how much i missed her.

i missed becky that night too as she said she was going to come but she never turned up!
but hey, its all gravy.

any way i gotta go to bed as im well tired atm
sweet dreams and god bless

(Let me be your hero)Would you dance if I asked you to danceWould you run and never look back Would you cry if you saw me crying Would you save my soul tonightWould you tremble if I touched your lips Would you laugh oh please tell me this Now would you die for the one you love Hold me in your arms tonight I can be your hero baby I can kiss away the painI will stand by you forever You can take my breath away Would you swear that you'll always be mineWould you lie would you run and hideAm I in too deep have I lost my mind Well I don't care you're here tonight I can be your hero baby I can kiss away the painI will stand by you foreverYou can take my breath away Ohhh I just wanna hold you, I just wanna hold you, oh yeahAm I in too deep have I lost my mind Well I don't care you're here tonight I can be your hero baby I can kiss away the pain(Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah)I will stand by you foreverYou can take my breath away I can be your heroI can kiss away the painAnd I will stand by you foreverYou can take my breath awayYou can take my breath awayI can be your hero

YOU

I will never be unfaithful and never make you unhappy. From the first moment i saw you, i knew we were meant to be together. You are the light of my life and my whole world. I will love you all the days of my life and for all eternity. You make me laugh till I cry. You make me smile even when I'm sad. You told me anything was possible, and now that we are together I know that is true .When I'm with you all sadness and hollowness fades away. When they told me i had no place to belong, you showed them our life with each other. You are my past. You are my present. You are my future. You are my life.