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Sunday, July 24, 2005

what happens when?

What happens in life when there's some one that means the world to you but they have no idea how you feel about them? What happens when your told yu look gorgeous by a mate, which makes you feel good about yourself but really you only want a certain person to say that to you? What's it like to have some one love no matter what that even if you broke their heart they'd still love you? What's it like to really be in love?

What happens when you feel like because they don't know the truth about how you feel you just want the world to swallow you up under your feet? Well i don't know the answer to any of those question if i really think about it but i do know this; friends are one of the most amazing things in this world!

You can always depend on a true friend to be there for you no matter what, you can talk to them and they'll make you feel better.

Take Sarah Cave for instance; she's an amazing friend to me becauese she makes me feel like i can always talk to her about anything I'm going through. Like this morning (sunday after church) even though it wasn't about any thing in particular we were just chatting about our lives. God bless you Sarah.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

dis sounds dumb i no

coz i dnt no how to add links ill do it like dis!


www.sexistina.blogspot.com - stina

www.hrhprincessflapjack.blogspot.com - sarah cave

www.missharwood.blogspot.com - hat


www.buymytortillachips.blogspot.com - sam

www.atingeofginge.blogspot.com - rob

www.barefootmaorinstyle.blogspot.com - b

some one tell me how to do it properly plz?!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

big up to BIANCA GILBERT and SAM BURROWS

On Thursday 14th july it was my last @ttitude. so sam and bianca bought us all presents - mine was i pink book! and its kinda but not really about shoes! anyway in it there are key points and as they meant something to me i thought that they might mean/help some of my blog-reading peeps. some are to do with God so sorry if he aint your "thing" but please read them they might be some sort of help to you. so here are some:

you dont need compare yourself to anyone. just be who you are!

God thinks you're beautiful no matter what!

when we girls (and you blokes maybe) get upset and start shouting " why does no one understand me ?" we can be sure that there is some one who does-God!

once Jesus is at the centre of your life, no limits can be put on the works of God through you

if you walk around doing what everyone else does and what everyone else is says, you will never find out who you are and what your real purpose is in life!

God can do much more when we step outside our comfort zones.

we have a reason to tell people about Jesus!

there are many more "key points" in the book that i haven't read yet but there are also some i didnt put on here for a reason. i think that every girl, Christian or not, should read this book at some time in their lives because it's so inspirational! it's called IN THESE SHOES?! by Shell Perris.

thank you soooooooooooo much sam and bianca for seeing this book and giving it to me. i believe it's gonna bless to bless my friends. so if (when)any of them becone a christain it's with help from you amazing people! i love you guys so much, God bless you both in every way!!!!

ps if any of you dudes see this befor thursday would it be ok fir you 2 write i little message in the book so i can remeber @ttitude and all of you if i leave or KCH or you do. (but hopefully thta won't happen any time soon.)

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

guys?! how do u no?

how do u no if u fancy a guy or if one fancys u? ok, well at skl last yr it was yr 8 near the summer holidays and my mates dan elliot and anne-marie bridges were "going out". they were actually jst saying i love uthen making the other one dump them, me and beki got so annoyed with them, then 1 day when they weren't going out he asked me out and i was obvious he meant it (also beki said she could tell he meant it by the way he asked me). but because i knew amma "loved" him i had to say no even though i really wanted to say yes. and hen a bit before christmas dan left surrey to go and live with his mum coz he hated his dad, abd a little bit before he left amma really hated him. i told beki that i fancied dan, she told me i should ask him out. but me being me i would be able to even if i didn't feel like i was betraying amma in case she did still like him. so i went to amma and told her that i really fancied dan and as it turned out she said she wanted to ask him out for me! but when she asked i was at her house and she phoned him with me standing there! it turned out that he had left shamley green the day before, bt he said," yes, bt im in north hapmton so i can't" . then she went off leaving me telling i had to talk to him untill she came back from doing her hair nd make up as we were going down the skate park. oh my gosh was it the most akward convosation i've ever had in my life! i mean it was more akward then the time i said to casey, "i dnt like rihannan, shes such a slut!" as then she told me she was her cousin! thats me puting my foot i it again! any way back to the story, after saying bi i went to atempt to make myself look pretty we went down the skate park. gary, chris and marcus were all there - we didnt no who was going but we go there and hang out with whoever is there. i was still sad about dan but chris and gary were cheering me upby tickling me, so marcus decieded to join in but would slap my ass instead. later me and amma were walking home whem they said they wanted to alk us home, on the way we saw ryan grout and stuart tate (sum mates from skl) and they told us to follow them- so wee did. we went to a guy named oli cross' house to look at his dog! it looked like a bit rat thig it was kinda cute really. after heading home again amma and chris had a private talk then amma came back to me and marcus went back to chris, chris obviously asked marcus if i would go out with me coz amma asked me that question but in reverse. he said yes and i said, dunno mabey depends. so chris said thats that then you're going out. we all stood outside her house and we kissed. when we got in i felt guilty about dan and together we worked out how to say "ur dumped" nicely. she wanted to swear at him but i sed no. then on monday he was telling every one he dupmed me so i told her i wished i had said it horridly.
but now dans back and i got over dan ages ago (i lv another now) but beki say i act differently with dan then say, with harry but i just dont see it. and aperently hes doin the same.
if i an acting differnt does that mean i do fancy him
does that mean he might fancy me?

help me?

Sunday, July 17, 2005

hayley nd leigh-my chavs


leigh is leavin to live in sufolk! ^ tear tear^ i lv u ldz nd im gonna mis u sooooooooooo much

Daisy nd Beki

im bored!- bt not 4 long!

look at me nd ma m8s! guess wich 1 is me- or not if u no me tehehe
'Netball should be banned as it is a gross display of humanity, and I wouldn't want my kids watching it, let alone wanting to participate in such proceedings'
my face looks awful!

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

some one's got to love 'em?!


i no "Chavs" aren't the most loved people in the great british public so i decieded as i have a lot of love to give i was going to adopt one as my chav! (this came from me saying "chavs! i want one") so in maths on tuesday i told hayley selmes - the chaviest chav i no, that i was oing to "put her up for adoption" as a chav on here. Ryan Grout (very fit) sed i shud let other people adopt her too, which is when i thought of u guys! so here are your choises (you can have more then 1 if u want) so here they are:

name: hayley selmes
age: 14
D.O.B.: 12/9/90
skl: gleblands (cranleigh)
fav "chav" brand: nike
fav chav saying: CHAV IT!
y u shud adopt me: coz im da queen of bling



name: leigh sayers
age: 14
D.O.B.: 6/3/91
skl: glebelands (cranleigh)
fav "chav" brand: nike
fav chav saying: go 4 it!
y u shud adopt me: coz im lovely nd coz

Monday, July 04, 2005

this song rox!


I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT ME
IT'S ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT
I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT ME
IT'S ALRIGHT
THEY'LL GET IT ONE DAY

I LOVE YOU, I'LL FOLLOW YOU
YOU ARE MY, MY LIFE
I WILL READ MY BIBLE AND PRAY
I WILL FOLLOW YOU ALL DAY

I DON'T CARE WHAT IT COSTS ANYMORE
CAUSE YOU GAVE IT ALL AND I'M FOLLOWING YOU
I DON'T CARE WHAT IT TAKES ANYMORE
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I'M GOING YOUR WAY

I LOVE YOU, I'LL FOLLOW YOU
YOU ARE MY,MY LIFE
I WILL READ MY BIBLE AND PRAY
I WILL FOLLOW YOU ALL DAY

ALL DAY, ALL DAY NOW, ALL DAY

ANYONE AROUND CAN SEE
JUST HOW GOOD YOU'VE BEEN TO ME
FOR ALL MY FRIENDS WHO DON'T KNOW YOU
I PRAY THAT YOU WILL SAVE THEM TOO



got any songs that rock that i should put on here?

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