im obviously i horrible person or im a freak or something!
i dnt care if any one reading this thinks that im talking total shit because this is how i feel!
if u dnt like it dont read my blog.
but not only am i being ignored.


never mid that first bit!

i love hat and amber 'cos they made me feel soooooooooooo much better! i love u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!

Encouragment!

It may not seem like much but to me it goes along way! Especaily when it comes from friends.
I've needed alot of it at the moment because some boys who i thought were my friends decieded to slag me of, at least it was to my face though. Hazel my youth leaders wife prayed wit me the other day and it really made me put it in to perpective.

In a way its not about what's being said, it's the way you react to what's been said or been done. It may be really hard not to get angry or want to seek revenge on the person who hurt you but in the long run it'll all work out the way God meant it to.

Toady -4/10/05- at rejestration Beki came into the classroom and said, "Hayley isn't vey happy with you."
"How come?"
"She said someone told her that you've been spreading s**t about her being up the duff!"
"That's so not true! Do you know who told her?"
I the explian to Beki the last time i talked to any one about it sice i told hayley that Kayla said she was pregnant.
Then when i got home i talked to a friend on MSN and she said that it was just the devil trying to tepmt me and that i should just trust in god. So i did and the next day i talked to Hayley about it and she said sorry for not trusting me.

13/10/05- i was chatting with a mate and she said i was really good to talk to because i tried to help her even though we hardly know each other. I recon if someone's going through a hard time or just needs to spill their guts, you shouldn't need to be amazingly matey. Just be there to listen, be a shoulder to cry on, let them get it out of their sytem or to try and help even if it's h=just to make them smile!

No one deserves to be unhappy do they? So we should try to make the world a happier place after all it is our home!

I was bored so i decided to put a pic of me up on here.
I just realised i have a really chubby face!
It's not fair a few people told me i look pretty like that (i said only 'cos i put makeup on) and i can't look that again untill i fin/get a new eyeliner- its not fair 'til then im a minger!
Oh wel !
I like my hair like actually, its kinda side-parting-ish.
I have more freckles then last year, weird.
My mate Beki used to call them fairy kisses.
That is soooooo cute!
Hey if you've never seen inside my house then now you can see what the walls look like in our living room.
Whats the point in having a blog if you never update it, STINA?
Sam's saying he's not got enough time to blog and i've got too much time so i update alot! Though that may not be a bad thinh i'm not sure.
I love my camera, it sounds strange i know but it's true - i love taking pictures of people/ things.
Like this:
Random huh?




Peace out

lv coke xx

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***What Your Sleeping Position Says***
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***You are a Believer***
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***You Are 10% Boyish and 90% Girlish***
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***Your Outrageous Name is:***
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***Your Irish Name Is...***
Jade Ryan
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Danyela Barros
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***The Keys to Your Heart***
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You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
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***Your Birthdate: November 9***
Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate.
Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.
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***You Are 21 Years Old***
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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***Your Brain's Pattern***
Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.
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***How You Life Your Life***
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
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***Your Hidden Talent***
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***Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate***
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***Your Mood Ring is Yellow***


ImaginativeWonderingThoughtsPeaceful
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***Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner***
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***How You Are In Love***
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You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
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***Your Inner Child Is Surprised***
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***Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover***
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***You Are Italian Food***
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***You Are 50% Addicted to Blogthings***
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Pimp Mama Shagswell
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