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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

thats when you know

for everyone the story goes
there's a special someone
to make them whole
someone to give their heart completely

and you may search
high and low
and when you find your angel
and when you know
then you finally get that feeling
it'll be as clear as the air you're breathing

that's when the world feels small beneath your feet
its when the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and there's nothing that you can rise above
that's when you know that you're in love

who can tell the time and place
when you see your soul reflected in their face
it'll be a spell you're underand
it'll hit you just like thunder

that's when the world feels small beneath your feet
it's when the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and when you hold them in your arms and cant let go
that's when you know

for all of my life
I have been searching
for something I couldn't find
but now that I know that you are the one
I understand

cos now the world feels small beneath my feet
and all the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and there's nothing that you can rise above
that's when you know that your in love
I read the signs

this was written on the 12 december..

This is likely to be a “rants and raves” type of post as that is the mood I am in right now.

I am quite annoyed at the new TV we have, it’s more that I'm annoyed with times –as in the time a channel shuts down- why does it have to shut down in the first place? Maybe I want to watch abc1 before 6am and after 6 pm! And why haven’t we got tmf and the hits? Are we supposed to not like them, is that why our TV won’t even let us have the choice?!

And I'm sorry if you don’t like this post but it’s my blog and I can do with it/ write on it what and how I want. So if you don’t like it...don’t read it! But if you just don’t like this post then thank you and I'm sorry for dissatisfaction and this post is very likely to be a one off post.

On a better note, I would like to wish every one a happy “butt slapping day” as me and Harry, who does NOT fancy me at all Jacob, have made 12th December national butt slapping day! Yay...woohoo...oh yeah...uh huh, uh huh, uh huh uh huh uh huh! (Becky also said we should do it but that wasn’t until we had already decided to)

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Girl's English
Yes = No
No = Yes
May-b = No
"It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now!
" Do what u want" = You'll pay 4 this later!
We need to talk" = I need to bitch.
"Sure......Go ahead" = I don't want you too.
" I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, u stupid moron!"
How much do u love me?" = I did something today your not goin' like me 4.
"Is my butt fat?" = Tell me i'm beautiful.
" You have to learn to communicate!" = Just agree with me."
Are you listening to me?" = Too late, you're dead!

Guy's English
"I'm hungry" = I'm hungry
" I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy
" I'm tired " - I'm tired
" Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I take you to dinner?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" May I have this dance?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
"Nice dress" = Nice cleavage.
" You look tensed, let me give you a massage" = I want to fondle you.
" What's wrong? " = What meaningless self inflicted pshychological trauma are you going through now?
" What's wrong?" = I guess sex tonight is out of the question.
"I'm bored" = Do you want to have sex?
I love you" = Let's have sex right now.
" I love you too" = Okay i said it we'd better have sex now!
" Let's talk" = I am tryin' to impress you by shown that I'm a deep person and maybe then you'd like to have sex with me!
" Will you marry me?" = On Our Honeymoon...We Can Have Sex!!

i was sent this as an email on bebo and i thought it was quite funny, but don't worry lads..christian lads.. we know this isn't what you think, it's just a joke so don't think i thibk this is what you all think as i know thats not true.
lv yaz niki xxxxxxxxx

Thursday, December 22, 2005

only hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold. But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours,I pray,to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

life's chances

okay so a little boo tlod me i should updat, so this is my update: a while back when i was using the blog nav bar i came across a blod called, 'what your shoe's sayy about you' and from then to now it has been called many different things and had many different templated and now it is called la dolce diva and is written by tanisha and she wrote the follwing poem when she was in high school. when i read this poem i really liked and asked her..commented on her blog.. and she said i could 'steal' it - so i did - now you can 'steal' it if you like it too!
enjoy!
Life's Chances

I was so alone
wandering through life each day
Asking myself what had
I done wrongto make him leave me this way
Then you came along
and swept me off of my feet
Telling me I had done nothing wrong
giving me what I need
I remember that stormy day
that you came into my life
on that stormy day in May
you made everything right
You tried to make you way
your way into my heart
but i would not let you in
because my heart was torn apart
by the one who was before you
he stole my heart away
he said he loved me too
but left me all alone one day
i was afraid to take the chance
of falling in love once more
and having my heart broken again
and having you walk out of the door
But you kept trying with all of your might
giving me love each day
i've been so blessed since you came into my lif
eon that stormy day in May

Friday, December 16, 2005

cry

I’ll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended to soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
And I was changed

Chorus
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized that forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

It was late september
And I’d seen you before
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

Chorus

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right
I’ll always remember...
It was late afternoon

Chorus 2xs out

at the moment iv'e been crying alot so not that this song is about what i'm feeling but it has the name cry..what i've been doing.. so i deciededd to put it on here - and it's a great song -

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

im a gummy bear!

***Gummy Bears***
You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

***Your Eyes Should Be Blue***
Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness
What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind

***Your Dating Purity Score: 73%***
You are an under-experienced dater.This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

***Kelly Clarkson Shares Your Taste in Music***

***You Are Vixen***
Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about.
Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa.
Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty!

***You Are An Invisible Ex***
You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an exYou prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behindAs they say, indifference is the opposite of love!

www.blogthings.com

Monday, December 12, 2005

save his blog!

rob has decieded to stop blogging. i know how dare he deprive us of such a good thing!
but its beacuse he thibks no one reads his blog but becky is a big fan as from today..12/12/05.. so even if its just for her he should keep going, but a lot more people love it too.
so this is a petition to keep rob's blog alive.. so if i you want it to stay alive comment and make your own versoin of this post (or just copy and paste) so that he can see we love him!
this is for you my favourite brother, yes i know its bad i have a favourite but its true, proof that people do care about your log and however many people commented are just a fraction of the people who will commit suicide if u stop!
..okay suicide may have been a bit too far but you know what i mean..

Thursday, December 08, 2005

beautiful email

If you LOVE HER……………….Tell her how you admire her
Always tell her you love her at all times
When she’s upset, hold her tight
Pick HER over all the other girls you hang with
Play with her hairP
ick her up, tickle with her and wrestle with her
Just TALK to her
Tell her jokes
Bring her flowers just because
Hold her hand and run
Hold her hand for no reason
Throw pebbles at her window at night
Let her fall asleep in your armsSing to her, no matter how awful you are
Get her mad at you and then kiss her
Give her piggyback ridesPush her on the swings
When she looks sad tell her she’s beautiful
When she’s unhappy, stay on the phone to her, even if she’s not saying anything
Look into her eyes and smile
Kiss her on the foreheadSlow dance with her even if there’s no music
Kiss her in the rain
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AND WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HER……………………TELL HER
Im not gonna tell u to make a wish or nythin......
but do urself a favour n send this to huever u no that cud make use of it......
That means u guys!!!

today i was sent this in am email and i thought it was sp sweet and i would love it for all of it to happen to me. so i just had to post it!

Monday, December 05, 2005

mwah-x-a poem foe the gorgeous daisy mills-x-mwah

dasiy we love you, dasiy come home
please dont go again as you scared us so
daisy we love you, daisy come home

daisy be safe, daisy be wise
when we found out we all wanted to cry
daisy be safe,daisy be wise

daisy dont hate her, daisy forgive
she did the right thing by telling gremlin
daisy dont hate her, daisy forgive

daisy what happened, daisy why did you run
me and becky broke down in tears
daisy what happened, daisy why did you run

daisy we wanted to hug you, daisy we wanted to slap you
we hated that we couldn't do anyrthing to help
daisy we wantede to hug you, daisy we wanted to slap you

daisy how long were you alone, daisy you scared us so much
i felt as if i had talked to you, you wouldn't have gone
daisy how long were you alone, daisy you scared us so much

daisy we're so happy they found you, daisy where did they find you
if your gonna do it again go to my house
daisy we're so happy they found you, daisy where did they find you

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